-Adam (Addarus)


addiction|.Addiction.|addiction
Illuminate my life, shine on my soul please don't go and leave me in this dark, dreary forebode please don't shut me out, i feel too innocent I need to feel your taint, and your rose coloured tint I need to drink the corruption, that's spewing from your soul I need to forget the troubles that are caused from lifes toll I need to love your being, I don't need you to love me I just need you to stay here, and please god, never leave I need to taste your tears, so forced now that they're blood I need to be kicked to the ground, forced into the mud I'm addicted


solitude|.Solitude.|solitude
solitude Alone all alone feel loneliness weigh against your soul the tainted depth of perpetual darkness all around no one not a soul to make yours feel whole no one to love you no one to touch you miss even harm wish for pain, as long as it's from another being as long as you're noticed as long as somewhere anywhere there is someone in that perpetual darkness of what your blood-filled eyes see hate the night hate yourself hate now, that you are the night you come long after the fun you


Fear|.Fear.|Fear
fear dreading outcome dreading what's next living now silent death of senses won't allow any noise to escape fear death know that it comes if you make one, miniscule sound only one you will be taken from this world sweat sweat and cry silently
always silently fight for yourself fight for your life by hiding reality bends you fear's too great you can pratically see deaths chariots taking you away fear.
-september 12, 2004


defining lifeLife clear as a raindrop pure as one too you come into this world and are showered in purity we are perfect we are gods there is nothing wrong with the world then you aquire some years and get dirty the dirt of pain the dirt of corruption perhaps we aren't gods perhaps the world isn't so perfect so small the dirt is yet how heavy it weighs on you you try to walk but are weighed down you try to talk but get a foul taste in your mouth and when the rain of life hits you life turns to mud and it'll never be pure agaidefining life


Gaining into a Better MindYou do not hear do you, the evil voice in the head atop your own Atlas shoulders: but those words and patterns push to one edge of your personal world all of the good in you.Gaining into a Better Mind
A hill to crest and an open field blooming with all-over white and yellow/gold: pleasure-principle - more is better; open, greater. The sun is large/rising.
Your skin glitters darkly, avoiding sensual ecstasy: Yes, you don't let them touch you, but still, I see some portion - a light breeze perhaps - grazes an open-area - the back of a han


LiesSweetly a gaze is given. A kiss and a hug shared. Goodbye. Quietly and afraid he walked away. Thinking, "please God, don't let anything happen." He knew the truth in the back of his mind, But kept walking anyway. His job called his name. Now things are falling apart, And she is just a coward.Lies
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- addarus
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- addarus
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-What is mine, is mind to be protected; what is yours I can steal, unless caught.
-It is not a sin to be a thief, but it is a sin the be a criminal.
-If I die, I respect your ability.... And thank you.
-One death is horrible to everyone; my own is a bl
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Fancy new signature!
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~*Ian Grimson*~
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- addarus
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